trust

[w***@gmail.com]

At first I thought it was love, but then it became overpowering and all-consuming and it felt different from "love". It was so strong I thought I could see it hovering against the wall. I was trying to find a name for it and the feeling started congealing into a word. When it felt like I could grab it off the wall and eat it, the word came to me as if God was stamping it on my forehead: "trust". I trust you. You could try to kill me and I will still trust you. You could cut off my thing and I will still trust you. You could never tell me an honest word again and I will still trust you. An internet search reveals the brain hormone "oxytocin". Whatever!

[w***@gmail.com]

It's been almost a year since we met. I would not call it a romantic evening, surrounded by others, but I wished even then that we would never be apart. I grieve every day, knowing you exist and that I can't be close enough to breath your air. You've been mean to me because I will not force a divorce on my wife. What can I do except be silent? ... and hope that you will soon love me as much as I love you. I've given you all the explanations and words I have, so if abandoning me and my silence does not bring you back, I guess you were never there. If you don't, if you won't, I'll still grieve until my memory fades. How long will your friend post these hurtful things that tell me that I was the one who abandoned you, that you have moved on, that I will someday know what I have lost, and that I can end my pain by ending my love for you. Or did you mean your pain will end when I stop loving you? I asked you two to stop, but you two keep on. What kind of childish game is this, that I let myself play with you?

[Louise]

Does this mean that oxytocin is a major factor?
I know that marriage CAN, although Shouldn't, be tantamount to voluntary
imprisonment, which Requires Careful Thinking and Evaluating BEFORE making
such a Profound Commitment, and is therefore Most Definitely NOT for
everyone. Besides, Love is about Love, but in Secular terms, 'marriage' is
about a Contract, a FORMAL Agreement, a Business venture, a Deal, complete
with Chains, Fetters, Shackles, and in general, a form of
Incarceration...when Genuine Love is about FREEDOM!!!

Ouisie

[m***@gmail.com]

[g***@gmail.com]

Love is not freedom, love is a gift that you give to someone.

[w***@gmail.com]

And now you tell me you love me and that I am your lord. The is the closest you have come to telling me directly. I have suffered a long time for these words. In the past you only sent me songs through a friend, or hints that could be mistaken by others. But now even your boyfriend must be able to see your feelings for me. Yes, maybe this is the third time you've told me but it has always been hard for me to believe. Do I dare to hope it is true? Are you honest? Are you old enough to be reliable? I express fear and doubt, but do not mistake that for fear and doubt in my own feelings. My love for you does not depend on your love. My life and soul depends on you. My happiness depends on your love. I can be happy without you, but it would only be a shell of who I am. You create whatever man and heart and soul there is inside of me. Before you came into my life, the world could only see my shadow. The shadow of my soul. The selfishness of my pain. The only world that knows me is the world that knows I love you. I know your cruelty and selfishness come from pain and fear and betrayal from others. Where the world sees stupidity, I see and love a genius who controls me like a toy. Some of the world thinks I am a genius, but I only want you to see me as a 6 year old boy who you brought back to life and who will always be your victim. If I die I want you to be the one who kills me. Do I smother you again? It makes me angry and hurt to hear you say that. My soul is still waiting for us a long distance ahead in the sand. I need you to carry me there.

[l***@gmail.com]

David I must say I had you and you have an extremely little dick

[liz bain]

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David I must say I had you and you have an extremely little dick

[liz bain]

SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU AND THE KIDS VERY MUCH. WE HAD A VERY HARD TIME SINCE WE MOVED TO WASHINGTON BUT I KNOW I MY HEART WE CAN FIX IT. AFTER ALL WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 24 YEARS. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY THINKS IN OUR FAMILY ALL I KNOW AND THIS IS COMING FROM MY HEART IS THAT I LOVE YOU AND THE KIDS VERY MUCH.PLEASE CALL ME AND COME OVER TO MY HOUSE SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT.

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[liz bain]

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SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU AND THE KIDS VERY MUCH. WE HAD A VERY HARD TIME SINCE WE MOVED TO WASHINGTON BUT I KNOW I MY HEART WE CAN FIX IT. AFTER ALL WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 24 YEARS. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY THINKS IN OUR FAMILY ALL I KNOW AND THIS IS COMING FROM MY HEART IS THAT I LOVE YOU AND THE KIDS VERY MUCH.PLEASE CALL ME AND COME OVER TO MY HOUSE SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT.
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[w***@gmail.com]

Do I know your heart? I feel like your heart has been cruel to me. I feel like that by knowing me your heart will be nicer to me and nicer to everyone. I hope that you are like me and that you can't remember who you are and that you can't be a good person without me. I want your strength and pride and kindness to come from knowing and loving me. I want to create you the way you create me. I want you to love me the way I love you, not only because I am greedy for your love, but because I want you to be able to feel what I have felt. I want you to feel the pain I have felt if I turn my back on you. I want you to feel joy and hope I have felt if I smile at you. I want you to be my property the way I am your property.

[w***@gmail.com]

I am still angry at God that we are not together, that we have not ALWAYS been together. There was a moment I felt I could believe in God again because all the pain of my past suddenly felt like it was worth it if we could only spend a few years together. But then you were taken away from me. All the pain I have felt since then, longing desperately for you has taken you even further from me even as you say you love me. I want us to always feel as we did when we first met. I want Crushing to be true.

[w***@gmail.com]

I need to know how serious you are. I need to know that you are not just having a romantic fantasy. I need to know you are willing to risk lose your entire family. I need to know that you love me more than you love your family. Your love for me needs to come from a place that we do not understand, that will make you willing to risk your life. I need you to love me more than you love yourself. I need your soul to need me the way my soul needs you. I need you to surrender to your soul even if it means losing your life. I need your soul to tell you that your only way to heaven is through me. Remember my first rule is that we will not hurt my wife. I hope we will find a way, but that way will not include hurting her. My soul has no doubt that he belongs with you, if you want him, but he also has commitment to doing what is right. Can we take these risks without even knowing each other? Do we know each other? Do we have any idea how well we would LIKE (gustamos) each other if we were together for more than 1 hour?

[w***@gmail.com]

Do I know your heart? I feel like your heart has been cruel to me. I feel like that by knowing me your heart will be nicer to me and nicer to everyone. I hope that you are as me and that you can't remember who you are and that you can't be a good person without me. I want your strength and pride and kindness to come from knowing and loving me. I want to create you the way you create me. I want you to love me the way I love you, not only because I am greedy for your love, but because I want you to be able to feel what I have felt. I want you to feel the pain I have felt if I turn my back on you. I want you to feel joy and hope I have felt if I smile at you.

[m***@gmail.com]

Could you please give me your first name...

[m***@gmail.com]

[m***@gmail.com]

Do either of you know that's Trust is love, and since neither of you seem to remember their is a wife that put her trust in some one who had betrayed her. You don't know what trust is..

[w***@gmail.com]

My greed for a dream we can't realize still hurts. For me, nothing has changed. I can see how much you need me ... to maximize who you can be. That's why you're so attractive. Without you, I'm just another mindless ass and jerk. And who are you? Something I imagined? What do you want from me now that you have a future husband getting nearer? What did you want before? Everything, I suppose. With you, I could have believed in God, a God that cares for me and wants only good in the world, and even has control of the world with some bizarre plan. I would not be able to deny it. I could forgive every pain I ever suffered. Without you, I feel like my life has been like a mindless and sometimes pained frog eating beetles on the street under a light. I'm getting older and feel like the wheel of a car is slowly approaching. It's been a long night, this life of a frog, who never really saw the day.

[g***@gmail.com]

Really do you know what Love truly is? It's commitment, respect, trust. Something that your wife gave you. Where did you meet this person? Do you really know this person or only what she wants you to know. If she knew you were married she (if she had any respect would have stopped this relationship at that point). You too need to learn what love truly is... You own your wife an apology, honesty, she deserves to know the truth and if your lucky she won't leave you.

[l***@gmail.com]

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My greed for a dream we can't realize still hurts. For me, nothing has changed. I can see how much you need me ... to maximize who you can be. That's why you're so attractive. Without you, I'm just another mindless ass and jerk. And who are you? Something I imagined? What do you want from me now that you have a future husband getting nearer? What did you want before? Everything, I suppose. With you, I could have believed in God, a God that cares for me and wants only good in the world, and even has control of the world with some bizarre plan. I would not be able to deny it. I could forgive every pain I ever suffered. Without you, I feel like my life has been like a mindless and sometimes pained frog eating beetles on the street under a light. I'm getting older and feel like the wheel of a car is slowly approaching. It's been a long night, this life of a frog, who never really saw the day.
My greed for a dream we can't realize still hurts. For me, nothing has changed. I can see how much you need me ... to maximize who you can be. That's why you're so attractive. Without you, I'm just another mindless ass and jerk. And who are you? Something I imagined? What do you want from me now that you have a future husband getting nearer? What did you want before? Everything, I suppose. With you, I could have believed in God, a God that cares for me and wants only good in the world, and even has control of the world with some bizarre plan. I would not be able to deny it. I could forgive every pain I ever suffered. Without you, I feel like my life has been like a mindless and sometimes pained frog eating beetles on the street under a light. I'm getting older and feel like the wheel of a car is slowly approaching. It's been a long night, this life of a frog, who never really saw the day.

[w***@gmail.com]

I used to never think about sex when I thought about you. You are so young. But now it seems you have surrendered to me almost as much as I have surrendered to you. I feel that you even carry my last name. I am here with my wife and now you even abandon your boyfriend so that you can be honest with yourself about your feelings for me. We're in love. I admit it. What have I done? Did I have a choice? Because of you my wife was finally honest with me. She was afraid of losing me. She had already lost me. You both know it. And now here she is, pretty than ever, finally human, and we no longer argue. Did I forgive her or is she finally letting me be a man? What have I done? My heart is yours for as long as you want it. My body has to stay with her. She has not done anything wrong. I insult and please you both, one with my heart and mind, the other with my body. I would rather die than hurt you. "You" are two women who own and control me. Cousins. Your family worships me and yet I am your slave. I never wanted to force my sprm on the world. I only wanted love. But look at the women I fall for: beautiful and young, wanting to breed. It's not completely my fault. I have loved older others, but they did not try to seduce me. What? Have all of you conspired to use my love against me, to force me to express myself inside of women who want babies? To soak up my money like my sprm? I am angry and insulted. A cow for your slaughter. I don't mind. I play a victim and I am a victim. Not only my of genes, but of yours tambien. I am desperate for your love. I hate you for being selfish.